Underneath the medical scrubs they wear upon entering the hospital corridors, doctors are humans too. In a heart-wrenching account of the horrors that took place following the 7/10 Hamas-led attacks, Dr. Talia Golan recalls the dissonance between coping with the pain and sadness that left an entire nation grappling and her job and responsibilities as an oncologist. On those days following that dark, barbaric Saturday that left a whole nation shaken up, we were all fighting the same battle – medical professionals, patients, soldiers, parents, children – we were all left with our hearts in our hands.
The Dawn of Despair: A Nation’s Shock and an Oncologist’s Response
The morning after the attacks, Dr. Golan, an oncologist with almost 20 years of experience, found herself at Sheba ready to donate blood. She joined hundreds in a room of deafening silence, a physical manifestation of the nation’s shock and disbelief. As an oncologist, she felt a sense of inadequacy, unable to directly assist the wounded or identify victims. That day, her role seemed distant from the immediate needs of a country in turmoil.
Throughout her career, Dr. Golan has engaged deeply with the complexities of human life and death. She has always been passionate about her profession, but in the wake of the attacks, these reflections took on a new, somber tone. Confronted with the immediate, brutal reality of terrorism, her everyday work with patients suffering from advanced cancer seemed trivial in comparison.
Struggling with Professional Identity Amidst Chaos
Dr. Golan’s struggle to connect with her patients amidst the national crisis was palpable. The atrocities witnessed by the nation intruded upon her consultations, as her mind reverted to flashbacks of the violence that took place. Yet, despite the overwhelming emotional burden, Dr. Golan remained committed to her patients, striving to rekindle the compassion that had always been second nature to her.
In the midst of chaos, the medical system in Israel stood out as a beacon of unity and professionalism. Staff from diverse backgrounds – Christians, Muslims, and Jews – worked together harmoniously, providing care to all patients regardless of their religion or nationality. This unity in the face of adversity was a service of hope, a testament to the resilience of the nation of Israel.
Unity in Healing: The Power of Human Connections
Through Dr. Golan’s shares of her interactions with her colleagues, patients, a young wounded soldier, and even a Palestinian patient from Gaza, she revealed the shared struggle for healing and recovery. Her experiences, a microcosm of the nation’s pain, highlighted the incredible strength found in human connections and empathy.
Her heart-rending account ends with the words, “Life, compassion, goodness and healing must continue to prevail.”
These words remind us that despite the darkest of times, it’s this unyielding belief in life, compassion, and healing that allows a nation to stand strong and united, fostering a belief that a united future is indeed possible.